ToxicClay

Its been a long weekend and its back to work tomorrow yay! Yea not really I so do not want to go to work tomorrow. But anyways this has been a good weekend , a little bet crazy but good. Yesterday I went on a fun adventure with Daniel. We went caving, and almost died,  not really but we did all most get my car stuck in the middle of no where.  I really don’t feel like writing right now, Im just rambling and its a crazy story and I want to tell it right so ill tell it later. But yea it was fun spent the thanksgiving with my family,  Starr,  and my step brother Mikel and his gf Tessa. Then Friday spent like the whole day with Dani.  And then today I did like nothing.  Well not really I worked on this site some and washed closes and made a really shitty burrito that I can’t get the taste of out of my mouth. But other than that waste of a day.  But I’m getting better I’m out doing stuff more,  and I’m going on adventures and such. I don’t have anything else right now maybe tomorrow ill be in more of a writing mood.
-Kempton

Its Thanksgiving and there is alot I’m thankful for, friends, family, my job and blah blah blah the same stuff every one is thankful for. But I am thankful that life is getting better,  I mean it still kinda suck,  but I’m getting on the right path. I just need to make my mind up on what I want and go for it!

So today I went to tucson college,  and I loved it there! Every was amazing!  But of course its far away the classes are long and it cost $15,000 to go there :/ so yea that kinda killed it for me a little bit. Ill talk about it more tomorrow.

Today has once again been a good day (technically yesterday) during work I got a call from tucson college asking me if I would like to take a tour of there school so I will being doing that tomorrow after work. I not so sure how I feel about it yet,  but I’m happy that I am finally working on a plan / goal for my life. Not much really happened at work today got of at 12 like normal. Watch Dexter and misfits but of witch are becoming more and more amazing!  Took a nice nap and then started to work on re vamping this site. Not sure what I want to do with it yet so far I was just looking at the code and changing some of the settings. I stopped working and when and hung out with Danielle and watched movies,  it was nice Tiri went to bed tonight with out a fuss like last night lol life is going good right now,  new friends new goal,  and I feel my motivation to do / make / work on things coming back

So I have been meaning to start a journal of some kind for a while now to get my thoughts out and to work on my writing. Right now seemed like a good time to do that. I’m on my phone at the moment because its easier, with auto correct and all lol.
So yea my life right now seems to be getting better.  I have been working on coming up with a new plan for my life and trying to get on the right path,  at the moment I’m at a stand still, still. But I have been working on making new friends and being more out going. I know this is kinda jumble I’m just writing what comes to mind. I don’t free write that much, this is the most I have written in a while lol. Anyways back on track, the biggest and one of the first things I need to do is get my motivation for doing things back,  I mean I used to do all sorts of things like animation, programming, drawing, making this and that. But as of late I haven’t wanted to do any thing.  I mean I want to but I don’t,  its hard to explain :/ . But I need / want it back because right now I’m just living. And my life is boring and at the end of the day I just hate my self for not getting anything done and just wasting my life away. so I really need to work on that. It like working out,  it sucks really bad if you don’t ever do it,  but to get better at it you have to do it. I also should start working out and eating better.  I eat soooo bad. And I wast a crap ton of money on eating out. Ok that’s enough for tonight. Ill write more tomorrow.  Hopefully lol
-Kempton

needs some work, i might come back to it.